“Then Elijah stood in front of them and said, “How much longer will you waver, hobbling between two opinions? If the Lord is God, follow him! But if Baal is God, then follow him!” But the people were completely silent.” (1 Kings 18:21)
There are so many ways to word the same thing, “don’t be a slave to two masters”, “am I too shallow?”, “I’m just a lukewarm Christian”. This verse follows years of dedicated idolatry, horrificly exacerbated by sinful leaders. After King Solomon died, having displeased God in his idolatrous ways, his kingdom fell to pieces. The twelve tribes he had inherited from his father King David, were stripped to one! His son Rehoboam got the one and God promised, Solomon’s former defected employee, Jeroboam the remaining so long as he remained faithful (1Kings 11:19-39). Jeroboam wary of the Israelites going back to the family of David and their temple, built pagan idols (1Kings 12:26-33) and for the following few centuries the people of Israel drew further and further from God.
Seven Kings later, a good bit further entrenched in immorality, enter the prophet Elijah. King Ahab is on the throne, “Ahab, son of Omri, did what was evil in the Lord’s sight more than any of his predecessors”, so not the nicest guy to be dealing with (1Kings 16:30). Elijah is the only prophet of the true Living God left alive and God allows him no time or opportunity to be bashful, he has work to do. Ahab has been seeking him out and Elijah meets him and commands that all twelve tribes of Israel congregate on Mount Sinai for him to address. Bringing us up to the question as revelant then, as it is today: “How much longer will you waver, hobbling between two opinions?”
Now when I say this, I don’t say it in the tone of “you just heard about jesus for the first time, why aren’t you baptised and ready to start evangelising?” Actually the Christian of eighteen months, ten years, or even more so, may feel what I’m getting at resonate far more deeply with them. The Jews of the Old Testament were wavering between the Living God and the pagan god Baal. They knew, at least through ancestry and tales of persecution of the prophets, of the Living God but they didn’t worship Him absolutely, they didn’t commit their lives to Him. Elijah goes on to commit a miraculous work and the Israelites bow down before The Lord and recommit themselves to Him.
When you go to church your very being tells you that what you’re hearing is the Truth, it resonates with your spirit and then you walk out of church, and then that online sermon ends…and….and then what? For some of us we begin to really grow in God’s love, we struggle with and slowly/quickly learn of God’s overwhelming love for us. For others we give theologically sound advice but parrot it out and it doesn’t really go any deeper. And for some of us we listen, and we go outside those church doors and abuse that love right in God’s face. God loves you even though you’ve sinned against Him, and so you go to church on Sunday and worship Him but that evening you’re seeking out lustful/sinful/judgemental/worldly things? If you saw someone behaving in the ways you do, would you commend them for living out the gospel or condemn them for their distance from it or abuses in the name of grace? The weak argument of “God loves me infinitely, promised me no condemnation so it’s alright if I mess up”. Read Romans 7-9 if you genuinely think this is acceptable.
In a relationship, you may see people in the street, on a night out, and think they’re attractive, but (ideally) you wouldn’t pursue anything and willingly cheat time and time again on your partner; and yet we do that to God. The giver of life, who put you on this planet in love and with purpose, is subject to such treatment. The day I gave over my life to Christ I simultaneously made the conscious decision that I wouldn’t pursue things like sex outside of its intended purposes, because doing so when God had given me so much, seemed like it would be a smack in the face, because I didn’t want to commit halfheartedly to someone who’d given me so much. When pastors say things like commit yourselves wholly to God, THIS is what they’re getting at. “Oh you’re not promiscuous, but you go out in provocative clothes so people will find you attractive and lust after you?”, “you’ve accepted God but you’re flirting, with the intention, of getting with a non-Christian?”, “of course you’re not into worldly things you’re just really really occupied with your weight, your physical appearance, how your clothes best advertise your assets?”
I think you get my point. I never write with the intention of coming across self righteous, I am far from the finished article. FAR from it. But wrong is wrong and right is right guys. Commit to the God you serve, stop wavering and hobbling, because He is more than worthy of receiving your all, but also for yourselves. Those things you are consciously or subconsciously chasing are so devoid of meaning that they’re nothing more than a distraction from the awesome Father who never stops loving you, protecting you and seeking you out – and what are your actions saying back to all of that?
God bless and keep you always x